Showing posts with label Film Review. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Film Review. Show all posts

1/16/26

A Not-So Review: Sinners

1/16/2026


Am I a sinner for missing this movie last year in the cinema when I actually did plan to watch it in the first place?


Sitting in the farther corner of a two-story coffee shop, not even a soul seems to sense the bits and bursts of different emotions tickling around my spot as I finished Sinners on my phone. I was initially planning to complete the movie later tonight, but the kick of matcha and blueberry together with the vegetarian salad I ordered encouraged me to plug my earphones into my phone.


I was more or less 15 minutes away from finishing the movie when I left it earlier because I needed to freshen up for my dental appointment. And here I am right now. Aside from brushing off a LANY song from my head and the voices of strangers catching up in the air, I am feeling a little guilty for leaving my drinks sweaty because I am getting occupied with how I can put my post-movie high into words on my notes app.


The clock just turned 7:38 pm and I am supposed to go home now as I need to feed Pino his dinner. But! But I need to let these emotions out of my system. I need to capitalize on this moment because I feel like, with a little nudge, I am capable of finishing a not-so review of Sinners.


But I am feeling a little cold. The aircon seems to send a shiver into my tummy and now I can feel the air moving inside and finding its way out to fart. Sinners is a good shit! I thought One Battle After Another was my best movie recently, but Sinners walked in so casually with a breeze that I immediately rated it 5 stars and tapped the heart on it on Letterboxd.


I don't know if it's because of the Friday air that put me in a clear mood and therefore made me see this movie. But no, this movie is just really good. The scene where Sammie started strumming his guitar, with his people circling around the juke joint waiting for him. And the sequence after that marked my that's-it moment, an early juncture of the movie that already piqued my interest and could potentially keep me seated until the last second of it.



The twins and how they speak captured me first. Or is it the charm of
Michael B. Jordan, who I once thought was the same as Michael Jordan? It was the clip of Nicki Minaj on an award show where she said something along the lines of, “Shout out to blah blah for my outfit tonight. And to Michael B. Jordan who will take it off tonight.” And I have seen several clips online where they named him the most beautiful man.

So seeing him in the movie in two bodies made me think they had someone who looked almost exactly identical to him, or that he just has a twin in real life. Then here's Sammie and his guitar breathing blue melodies behind his father's preaching. When he strummed his guitar and sang behind the moving wheels of his cousin, Stack, I felt a soul in his voice and that made me wonder why his father said demons would follow his music.



The scenes leading up to the night of the opening of the juke joint were so spectacular. The tickling of the piano on Slim's fingers, the bodies moving merrily around the newly bought sawmill, the stealing and meaningful glances between Sammie and Pearline, the grudge and longing of Mary towards Stack, the perfect night that everyone thought would be endless, only to be punctuated by the presence of some suspicious folks.


What a horror it is to be manipulated by your buried fears and have them used against you. Mary got the gold coins for Stack, but the moment they locked themselves in the room was when the joy of the night completely halted.


Music brings people together… and even the dead ones.


The guitar that made Sammie alive is truly what kept him alive.




The ending credits were perfect that they made my salad even tastier. This is what films do, especially the good ones. They make you enjoy and appreciate the little things around you. Damn, even the slices of red pepper tasted so sweet.


I got home half an hour ago as of writing. It is 9:33 pm now. I'm on the edge of the bed upstairs, feeling the softness of the mattress. Pino just got up as Mama went upstairs to hang some laundry. I haven't brushed my teeth yet but I am feeling little joys because I was finally able to write. It has been months.


It's good to be back.


Hope I can come back as often as I can. But I need to take a quick shower now.


TGIF!

7/5/25

Nomadland

7/05/2025

Waiting for your menstruation to come can mean, for the most part, enduring that icky feeling down there. Like something’s on its way and you can literally feel it... but then it just doesn’t come. That’s exactly how I feel right now. I was supposed to get my period by the end of June. It’s already July, and still, nothing.

I’ve been going through all sorts of insanity and painful cramps this week, like my uterus is mocking me. Cramping as if I’m already bleeding. The familiar tangle of something in my abdomen has been killing me for days, and I just want to get it over with. This stage of the menstrual cycle is the worst. It’s not just gross, it also comes with this weird, inexplicable disgust at my own body. And don’t even get me started on how emotional I’ve been. I AM GETTING SO EMOTIONAL.

So, after pausing it for days, I finally decided to continue watching Nomadland.

On a normal day, I probably would’ve called it just another melancholic, slow-moving film. But today is not a normal day. My abdomen hurts. I’m not even sure if it’s cramps or just hunger. I woke up groggy from a girls’ night out, and there was nothing left to eat. I spent most of the early afternoon turning the house upside down, trying to clean and organize everything. I was tired... and famished... or maybe just period-ing.

After a not-so-satisfying lunch, I lay down and hit play on Nomadland.

Honestly, the film as a whole isn’t really a tearjerker. It’s flat in some places, kind of boring, maybe even forgettable. But when Dave decided to leave his nomadic life to be with his son, Fern was left alone. Then it hit me. They were never together anyway. Just two people living in RVs. Houseless, not homeless — Fern once said that to a girl. I remember.

And when Dave left, we saw Fern in her quiet moments. She was eating alone in some deserted fast food place, sitting by herself in a near-empty arcade, standing beside a life-sized dinosaur model. And weirdly, I saw myself in her. That’s when the tears started.

I imagined myself older. Face wrinkled. Maybe with shorter hair, because that’s apparently the universal haircut when you reach a certain age. I wondered if I’d even live that long. People tell me I’m still young, that there’s a whole life ahead of me. But during moments like this, I can’t help but picture a future that makes me feel... lonely. Not excited. Just afraid.

Afraid of losing things — my youth and all its what-ifs, the people who shaped me, the places that felt like home. Pino. I can’t even imagine what life would be like without him.

And truthfully, I don’t think I have a life yet. Every day I regret not being bold enough to explore the world. I’m afraid to love because I’m terrified of what I could lose.

Watching Fern at 61, alone, got me thinking. What if that’s me? Would I still enjoy eating alone in public? Would I still feel like myself, even when no one else notices that I was once a 26-year-old who wandered around malls on weekends?

Would I still watch movies alone if my eyesight’s worse and I can barely hear what’s happening?

Would I still come home to Pino? Will he still be there, wagging his tail like mad, standing on two legs just to reach my face? Would my parents still be home? Would they still nod at me when I enter the door?

What about my sisters? They’ll always be two and six years younger than me. Would they already be married, living somewhere else, and watching their own lives unfold while occasionally thinking about our younger days?

And Pino… oh, Pino. I don’t know how I’d ever be ready to say goodbye. I think you’ll be my first real heartbreak, but I also know you’ll always be my greatest love.

These are the thoughts I had while watching Nomadland.

What are we supposed to do when the people and things we love have to go?

This isn’t a typical film review. It’s more like a messy reflection. Despite not loving the film, it still managed to dig deep and pull something out of me.

Nomadland is quiet, melancholic. On a usual day, I’d probably stick with it, maybe complain a little, but I’d finish it. That’s what I like about slow films anyway. They give your mind space to drift. You can zone out and not feel guilty. You don’t need to give your whole attention. It waits for you to return, like a gentle tap on the shoulder.

Getting old is scary. But what’s scarier is watching the things you love slowly disappear. How do you keep going, knowing that time will take them, one by one, right in front of you?

I saw it happen to my grandmother. Time slowly took her — her fire, her memory, her warmth. The warmth that once scared us as kids, but also made us feel so loved. And then one day, she was just… gone.

Once we grow older, do we stop dreaming?

Fern, at 61, hadn’t figured out her life yet. Is that okay? Or should that scare me? Or maybe that’s just what life is. An endless puzzle. A mystery we’re not meant to solve. Just something we keep exploring. Maybe the questions aren’t even there for answers. Maybe they’re just there to keep us moving, convincing us that there’s something to figure out.

Anyway, I think I’ve started to ramble. Never mind.

This is my blog after all. My little corner for nonsense and whateverish.

6/12/25

I'll Come Back to You: A Not-So Review of Green Bones

6/12/2025

Since I had nothing else to do after my Wink appointment, I had already decided a few days earlier that I would go to the cinema. I read that the Metro Manila Film Festival had extended the showing of some selected films until the 14th of January, and I didn’t want to miss this last chance to catch at least one entry from the lineup.

Out of all the entries, I chose to watch Green Bones.

A few days ago, I came across some Instagram reels showing both lead actors taking home major acting awards. On top of that, the film itself won the most-coveted award: Best Picture. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard of Green Bones until I saw those reels—and if it weren’t for the awards they received, I probably wouldn’t have been interested in watching it in the cinema. I’m not really familiar with GMA Films. I’ve kind of been brainwashed by the media into thinking their movies aren’t that great. So if you asked me to name one, I couldn’t. I grew up watching films under Star Cinema. I do know all the actors, especially the leads, from their drama roles, but I’ve never really seen them as the kind of performers who could completely pull you in with their acting.

I was initially planning to watch The Uninvited because of the hype I saw on Twitter. The trailer boasted a star-studded cast: Vilma Santos, Aga Muhlach, and Nadine Lustre. And knowing these actors, they usually pick quality films. But I lost interest when I found out that it didn’t even make it to the Top 4 Best Picture awardees—it only won Best Float, which has nothing to do with the actual film.

My next choice was The Kingdom, mainly because I was intrigued by the unexpected pairing of Piolo Pascual and Vic Sotto. I was impressed that Vic Sotto was making a comeback to the MMFF, this time stepping away from his usual fantasy-comedy niche. 

But when I made the conscious effort to check out some Reddit reviews about Green Bones, I was convinced. The majority said it deserved all the awards it won—the actors were a revelation, the film was absolutely worth watching, and GMA Films is finally starting to make a name for itself. People said it was the kind of film that could finally rival Star Cinema and that it bravely tackled the deeply messed-up social justice system in the country. That was it for me—I knew this would be my pick.

Green Bones is the first film I watched in the cinema this year—and it was worth it.

Coming into it, I let go of all my expectations. I pushed aside all the reviews I had read on Reddit. I wanted to come in with a clean slate so I could experience it as it was, without anyone else’s influence. I let my feelings lead the way, to put it simply.

All throughout the film, one line stuck with me—even from the onset of the story:

"I’ll come back to you."

A line I believe became the central theme of the film. It anchored the lives of the characters, as we slowly realized that life isn’t just black and white.

"I’ll come back to you."

Words that many thought were a threat—but as the story unraveled, we saw it was actually a pledge. And in the end, they became someone’s final words.

I'll Come Back to You: The Threat

The movie opened bleakly, with heavy rain pouring down, dimming the sleeping narrows of Manila’s pavements. In the distance, the blaring siren of a police car echoed through the deep night, as the screen was soon graced by the escaping feet of a man they called Crazy Dom. He stood on a bridge, facing the void ahead, earnestly communicating through hand signs. When translated into words, they revealed a brief yet haunting phrase: Babalikan ko kayo!I’ll come back to you. A phrase the police immediately interpreted as a threat—for catching him and putting him behind bars.

No one knew exactly when he would come back. That’s why the police remained wary of him, always on guard, thinking Crazy Dom was just waiting for the right moment to strike back.

Then the film shifted to the present, told through the voice of a young and passionate prison officer, Xavier Gonzaga, as he set foot in the penal colony of San Fabian—an open-air facility housing inmates charged with unimaginable crimes. It was there that Crazy Dom had been exiled, and where the two would finally meet.

The flashback prologue, at least for me, was a strong hook. From the very start, I was drawn in. Like Xavier, I found myself asking: What happened to Crazy Dom that he turned mute? Was he really threatening the police? Did he really murder his sister?

Did he really murder his sister?—this question probably struck Xavier the hardest. He, too, had a sister who was murdered. That loss became his driving force to become a prison officer, and it led him to San Fabian, especially upon learning of the impending release of Crazy Dom—the man who, according to records, had murdered his own sister.

The first part of the film was told through Xavier’s narration, so the story was framed through his perspective. And that perspective was heavily shaped by the crime reports, by rumors he'd grown up hearing, and by his own grief and trauma. Having lost a sister he loved deeply, he couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that Dom had the supposed audacity to take the life of his own.

I understood why Xavier became so emotional whenever Dom was around—but at times, it felt like he was too intense, to the point that he lost sight of his duty as a prison officer. Throughout this part of the film, his eyes were locked on Dom, watching his every move, always on edge, just waiting for a slip-up. He was desperate to find any evidence—anything powerful enough to revoke the release Dom had long been awaiting. A release that Xavier was determined to block, convinced Dom didn’t deserve it.

But everything soon began to change when he met Betty.

I'll Come Back to You: The Pledge

Here—at the same time as Xavier—we learn that the phrase “I’ll come back to you” was never a threat, not to the police or anyone else. It was actually a lifelong promise Dom made to his niece, Ruth—his late sister’s daughter.

By this point, the narration shifts to Dom’s perspective. We finally hear his side of the story, uncover the truth about the past, and begin to see the inner conflict building in Xavier as he realizes that his hatred toward Dom was unfounded. It was all the result of a broken justice system. Dom wasn’t a criminal. He didn’t kill his sister. He was a victim—one who had been wrongly accused and labeled the murderer.

To be honest, I already had a feeling from the beginning that Dom didn’t kill his sister. Realistically speaking, he's the main character—and usually in stories like this, when the protagonist ends up in prison, it turns out they were blamed for a crime they didn’t commit. They end up spending most of their life behind bars, paying for something they never did. So, the “reveal” in this part wasn’t exactly shocking or unexpected.

However, I still appreciated the way certain details from the past unfolded—especially those shared through Dom and Betty’s narration. There were moments I hadn’t anticipated, and those small surprises helped deepen the emotional weight of the story.

One detail that really stuck with me was that it was Ruth—his sister’s daughter—who taught Dom sign language.

That night, when the police found Dom on the bridge and assumed he was making a threat, he was actually making a vow to Ruth and Betty. They were somewhere nearby, hiding—afraid that Ruth’s father would find her. So Dom entrusted Ruth to Betty for her safety, making that promise with his hands: “I’ll come back to you.”

I'll Come Back to You: The Last Words

The flow of the film, at this point, honestly dipped a little for me because of how some scenes were handled, especially by the main characters. To be real, I was a bit disappointed with how Xavier seemed totally lost after finding out the truth about Dom. Of course, I felt a boost of excitement seeing them finally working together, going up against what Jonathan Cruz and Juanito Velasquez stood for. But it just felt kind of off to see Xavier get overshadowed during the fire scene. Like… where did all his police training go? Suddenly, it was Dom taking charge and leading the rescue while Xavier just stood there watching. That part didn’t sit well with me.

I also started to wonder if the sense of camaraderie in this fictional penal colony in San Fabian was being portrayed a little too idealistically. We were only shown its good side. It would’ve been more believable if the film also showed us other parts of prison life—the kind of inmates there, what they went through, where they came from, and how they ended up behind bars. I get that the focus was on Dom and his small circle, and that wasn’t bad at all, but I think it could’ve added more depth if we also saw the raw side of prison life, not just the injustice of the system.

Still, I really liked how things unfolded towards the end—especially the big reveal about Juanito Velasquez, the head of the colony. That twist worked well. It showed how the people we expect to serve justice can actually be the ones distorting it, especially when the victims are those without a voice, or worse, those who’ve been silenced—literally or figuratively.

In the end, I’d say the film gave us a satisfying wrap-up. I even found the last scene kind of witty. When Xavier visited Dom’s grave, he didn’t find the green bone he thought would be there. Instead, he found a crispy 100-peso bill buried in the soil. I think what that moment was trying to say is, it doesn't matter if someone’s bones are green or not. That’s never been a real measure of whether they were good or bad. The fact that it turned out to be money just added to the irony. And maybe that’s the point—life is full of irony, and sometimes, even in death, we still don't get the clear answers we think we deserve.

6/3/25

Lost in Starlight

6/03/2025

Nothing beats the feeling of starting a movie randomly on a day you least expected to watch, and yet to finish it with a bursting and uncontrollable happy buzz.

Although it wasn’t exactly random, I had been anticipating this movie after coincidentally finding it on the app while browsing for a new set of movies to add to my watchlist. From the trailer, I immediately downloaded an offline copy of it, only to find out upon watching that it hadn’t been released yet—it was only the trailer that I had saved to my library.

I didn’t know exactly how long I had waited for it to be available, but when I checked again last Sunday, the full movie was already out.

Then came Monday. The whole day seemed undecided on whether it would rain or shine, so both happened almost alternately throughout the day. I had just finished my daily practice on Duolingo for my Japanese language lessons, and I wasn’t particularly in the mood to take my usual after-work nap.

“Lost in Starlight!,” I suddenly exclaimed under my breath.

It was actually my first time watching an animated Korean film—if Solo Leveling doesn’t count. I had absolutely no expectations going into it. All I knew was that the voice actors were Kim Tae-Ri and Hong Kyung. That was enough to spark my curiosity. I remembered skimming the synopsis when I watched the trailer, but by the time I sat down to watch it, I had completely forgotten what it was about. Looking back, I think that worked in my favor. There’s a unique kind of joy in discovering something with a blank slate, without any idea of what you’re about to experience. It reminded me of the first time I watched Before Sunrise. I had stumbled upon it years ago while Googling “the greatest films of all time to watch before you die.” It was on one of those lists. I didn’t know anything about it, didn’t even bother reading the plot summary. I just trusted my instincts and pressed play.

Two hours later, I was still in front of the screen—completely moved. I had watched it in low quality on Facebook, but I didn’t care. I was heartbroken by how the story ended, not because it was tragic, but because it was so real. And yet, underneath all that, I felt euphoric. It was the first time I had ever truly loved a movie.

I felt like I had fallen in love—either right at that moment, or during the entire time I was watching it. I couldn’t even place the happiness I felt. It was something I had discovered on my own, without any recommendations or hype, and that made it even more special. I savored every scene, every piece of dialogue. I was stunned that a film—so simple, so stripped-down—could affect me so deeply. No dramatic twists, no flashy visuals. Just two people talking, a story that flowed naturally, moving steadily forward. And I loved every second of it.

And I felt this too after watching Lost in Starlight. I might sound hyperbolic—and I know I am—right now, riding the peak of that post-movie high. This film might not even be that good for others, but I'm speaking from the moment, and I want to capture that here in this blog. I want to document how great this film feels to me, despite the fact there are loads of animated romance films out there I could find and watch.

I’m telling you, it’s been ages since I last felt that “kilig” feeling—that tingling, sensational buzz you get from a romantic film. The last movie that really did that for me was Before Sunrise. After that? I honestly can’t remember if anything else ever hit the same way. And now here I am, gushing over the hopeless romantic vibe of this animated film.

Let me start with the animation. It reminds me of those cyberpunk-style images I see on Pinterest whenever I’m hunting for a new desktop wallpaper. It’s funky, 4K-ish, and has a touch of Spiderverse visuals—but with a Japanese anime twist. It’s not clumsy, where a character looks off when viewed from another angle. It’s polished, kinda dreamy, and clearly futuristic, which makes sense since it’s a romantic sci-fi film. The colors are bursting like a comic book, again giving me Spiderverse vibes. This film is legit high quality—and honestly, every shot looks like it’s made to be screenshot.

The story is definitely not new. When we talk about sci-fi, there are myriads of films—mostly Western—that come to mind. The first one I thought of was Interstellar. It was actually in the back of my mind while I was watching this. So the challenge, or at least what I had in mind early on, was: how could Lost in Starlight be different? What new thing could it offer that would make it stand out and have its own identity? Or would it just be another sci-fi-ish film trying to give yet another perspective on what life might be like in the future and the never-ending expedition into outer space?

To be honest, I actually liked how the film stayed grounded and didn’t get too ambitious in that part. Right from the start, it was clear they weren’t aiming for a full-on sci-fi plot with heavy jargon, random equations, or Einstein name-drops. It wasn’t like that at all. I’d say it’s more of a romantic film than a sci-fi one. The sci-fi elements are just in the background. So if you're expecting something like Interstellar but animated, this isn’t it. But if you’re in the mood to feel butterflies in your stomach, then this one’s for you.

I was seriously blushing while watching them—from start to end.

It didn’t even feel like they were animated. I saw them as real people. The gestures, the expressions, the little movements—it all felt real.

One scene that made me swoon was that night when they had to grab another Coke. They stopped somewhere, rested a bit, and just chitchatted. Nan-young asked Jay about his lifelong passion for music, and Jay said he was waiting for it to come back to him. Nan-young, listening intently, started moving her fingers like tiny footsteps—step by step, inching closer to his elbow resting on the railing. Then she said, “It’s coming back now to you.” Their tipsy faces, especially Jay’s—he was already blushing from her gestures—blushed even more. It was so subtle but it hit me hard.


There were actually several swoon-worthy moments throughout the film that I could talk about—but I’ll keep them to myself so I don’t spoil anything for anyone.

The story was set in 2066, which is about four decades from now. That made me pause and wonder: will I still be alive by then? If so, I’d be around 67 years old. Not too old, right?

What really stood out to me was how far technology had come in their world. There was an airborne public vehicle with a transparent body, and a wristwatch that looked way more advanced than anything we have now. I don’t even remember seeing anyone with a phone in their hand. It made me curious—what will happen to gadgets like our phones after a few more decades? Will they vanish completely, replaced by something we can’t even imagine yet?

One thing that fascinated me was their camera. It could summon the person you were calling, almost like they were there with you—invisible, but able to move around freely and see everything around you in 360 degrees. It felt both magical and slightly eerie.

These were just a few of the thoughts and observations I had while watching.

And then... came the OSTs! Don’t even get me started on those.

Obviously, music plays a big role in this movie, especially since Jay is a musician. I think that one scene where Nan-young played a demo song she accidentally found on Clouds—without knowing it was Jay’s—really marked the moment he realized he was doomed for her. Of all the people in the world, the chances were so slim, and yet the girl he happened to bump into while out on a delivery turned out to be the same person who had downloaded his song just minutes before he deleted it. And it wasn’t just any song—it was Nan-young’s favorite. Small world, right?

I haven’t listened to the full playlist yet. It’s not available on Spotify or even YouTube. Strangely, though, it is on Instagram. I found “Bon Voyage” when I tried adding music to a picture I posted. 

I couldn’t stop talking about how this movie made me feel. Right after watching it, I opened my Letterboxd app, gave it a glimmering 5 stars, and added it to my liked movies without a second thought.


One thing I allow myself when rating a movie is to go with how it made me feel. I don’t try to be too strict or overly objective. I don’t want to judge a film only by its structure, deeper themes, or the technical standards that supposedly make a film “great.” If it moves me, that’s enough.

It honestly makes me feel giddy whenever I find a movie that hits just right. It lifts my mood, makes my day, and even inspires me to write things like this.

Lost in Starlight is a well-made film—and truly impressive for South Korea’s first animated feature. Animation isn’t something the Korean industry is widely known for (yet), but I can see the ambition and heart behind this project. It’s the kind of movie you’ll want to share with your friends—which I already did.

5/30/25

The Room Next Door

5/30/2025

Imagine seeing an old friend for the first time in years—only to find out she’s dying. Now, what would you do if she asked you to stay in the room next to her until she decided to take her own life?

That haunting premise lies at the heart of The Room Next Door, a film that faintly sits in my memory from the buzz surrounding last year’s Oscars. As I was looking for yet another conversational film, I stumbled upon a list on Letterboxd where this film was included. The moment I felt I had settled in, with the familiar whirring of my two e-fans in the room and seeing the gentle red light of my desk lamp reflected against the out-of-place CLN paper bag in the corner, I decided to finally watch the movie.

From the get-go, the only things I knew about the movie were its intriguing title and its blessedly short runtime (just under two hours) which made me happy, thinking I could finish it in one sitting. (I ended up finishing it in two, but still.) The story opens with Ingrid at a book signing, and little did she know that in just a few minutes, her life would begin to unfold. Through a mutual friend, she finds out that an old acquaintance, Martha, has been diagnosed with cervical cancer and has only weeks—or maybe months—left to live. The next scene shows Ingrid greeting Martha rather casually, despite years of not seeing each other. 

Ingrid and Martha

I was under the impression that they were indeed friends—though not close enough to be catching up almost every single day. And yet, that’s exactly what happened early on in the movie. What I enjoyed most while watching was their conversations about life and death. Ingrid, who fears death (as reflected in her latest published book), contrasts with Martha, a former war reporter who was built to witness tragedy—and now, ironically, faces the end of her own life. There was a faint chemistry between the two women, and throughout the film, I found myself oddly anticipating that they might kiss, or that there would be at least a vague moment hinting at something queer. But to my disappointment, nothing happened. As one Letterboxd comment perfectly put it: “could’ve been gayer.” 

I guess the friendship between the two women wasn’t very convincing, as the film failed to show it and just told it to me. If they hadn’t mentioned working together at the same magazine company, I wouldn’t have even known they were supposed to be friends. Maybe I was just expecting something more intimate when they reunited, but they were so casual about it. Like, their friendship didn’t seem that deep, and it didn’t really matter whether Ingrid showed up to visit Martha or not. At that time, I was thinking their connection was only for a one-time visit from Ingrid and she wouldn’t show up again. But then again, who am I kidding? Of course she had to come back to the hospital, because that’s where the story needed to go. I just didn’t really get how deep their relationship was supposed to be, since the film didn’t convince me they were actual friends.

There were at least three or four flashbacks in the film, and all of them were from Martha's past—from being a teenager, to raising a child as a single mom, to working as a war reporter. Honestly, I didn’t see the point of putting those flashbacks in. They didn’t feel like they added anything important to what was happening in the present. I feel like they could’ve used those moments to show her and Ingrid’s friendship when they were younger, so at least I’d have a bit of an idea of what they were like back then and what led them to where they were now. Why did they lose touch? Did life just happen and they just grow apart? Nothing was said about that, and it left some holes and lapses in the story that affected how I felt about their relationship.

On a positive note, I felt more connected to them when they were just talking. They shared a lot of thoughts about life and especially death, and it felt like I was there, kind of eavesdropping on their conversation. There were some good and memorable lines from both of them that I even took screenshots of. The only problem was how they delivered those lines. Why did they feel so emotionless? They were talking about tragedies and death, but they sounded like they were just practicing their script with the camera on. It came off kind of flat and boring to me. I could hear a little change in their voices, but I couldn’t really see even the smallest twitch on their faces.

And again, the film kept telling instead of showing things to the viewers. Because of that, I couldn’t help but feel kind of disconnected at times while watching.

In the end, I couldn’t help but keep questioning their friendship, especially Ingrid’s. Sure, she took care of Martha when she agreed to stay with her next door. But it made me wonder—was she really doing it out of friendship, or was she more interested in what she could gain from it? Like, maybe using Martha’s situation as inspiration for her next book. It felt a bit unclear, and that made their relationship feel kind of complicated to me.

Red, Green, and Yellow: The Colors of Life and Death

All throughout the film, I kept noticing the colors red and green showing up a lot—in the background, on walls, and in different objects. What stood out the most was how these colors were tied to the two women themselves, especially in the clothes they wore. It felt like those colors were kind of representing something deeper and definitely has some interpretative significance.

In a narrative or cinematic setting, green is often used to symbolize life and renewal, while red is more about death and loss. In this movie, the main themes are death, mortality, and acceptance.

They even mentioned Virginia Woolf, who is known for her suicidal writings, and James Joyce’s 1914 short story The Dead, which was referenced a few times—especially its closing lines:    

“The snow is falling, falling faintly through the universe, and faintly falling on all the living and the dead.” 
In the first part, the color green was more used to Martha and color red to Ingrid (see the first two pictures below). This was during the time when Martha was still being taken care of in the hospital—doing some tests and therapy, basically experimenting on herself, as she put it.




Later on, there’s a scene where Ingrid wears both red and green. This happens when they’ve moved into the rented place but go back to Martha’s flat because she forgot her "medicine." This moment felt like the point when they had stepped into each other’s colors.


In the later parts of the film, the color roles seem to reverse. Martha often wears red while Ingrid wears green. To me, Martha wearing red now represents her acceptance of death. Ingrid in green shows that she still has hope—maybe even hope that Martha will choose to keep living.



There’s also the red door to Martha’s room. She left it open but told Ingrid that if she ever found it closed, that would mean Martha had finally died. To me, that red door doesn’t just represent a boundary between them—it feels like it represents the boundary between life and death.


We can see how the colors green and red look more vibrant when they appear together. The contrast between them is very visible, almost uncomfortable or unsettling to the eyes. They’re actually on opposite sides of the color wheel. Just like life and death, I think the use of these colors together mimics the emotional tension between the characters—two opposing forces—and creates a kind of visual friction.

I also looked up what color you get when you combine red and green. What I found is that it’s either a bright yellowish or white light (when combining lights) or a muddy brown or grayish color (for paint). Either way, the color yellow appears a little near the end of the movie, but fully shows up at the very end. 

In the final scene, all the significant colors are present in this one shot: Martha wearing death on her lips, sitting on her former life, and wrapping herself in acceptance—the in-between color that feels like peace. 

Perfect!


Before the Red Door Closes

Now that I'm almost done with my analysis, I realize I actually enjoyed the process of reviewing the film more than watching the film itself. The color associations were perfect and gave me space to brainstorm and pay closer attention to what I saw in each shot.

The film could have been better if the scenes were stitched together with smoother transitions. I felt like the execution wasn’t quite effective, and the story came off as a bit disjointed. Honestly, I had a hard time connecting with the film—especially sympathizing with Martha, even though that may not have been the intention. As for Ingrid, the actress’s performance didn’t feel convincing enough for me to cry with her when her friend died.

The late revelation about Martha’s daughter didn’t help either. Although I did notice a few cinematic parallels that were clearly inserted to prepare for the story’s conclusion, they didn’t feel strong enough to make the ending hit emotionally.

To close this off, I would like to quote one of the many on-point reviews I found on Letterboxd: "I'm going to text a few friends and explain to them the premise of this movie and then ask them, would you ever do that for me? Just to see who the real homies are."

4/27/25

House of Hummingbird

4/27/2025

There’s really something about watching and finishing a movie on a Sunday afternoon. House of Hummingbird had been sitting in my Letterboxd watchlist for quite some time. Like many other films—and like the usual excuse I give whenever I can’t find time to watch something—life happened. Sure, it did. But life happens every day, so deep down, I knew I was just making excuses. I recently shared that I’ve been trying to live with more slowness, softness, and stillness. And yet, there I was again, spiraling into another round of doom scrolling. It usually takes me days to convince myself that it’s okay to slip up now and then—but really, I was just tolerating my own indolence. So, a few days ago, I made a conscious effort to get back on track: starting the day with a 10-minute stretching routine before shifting into work mode, eating meals on time, and taking my vitamins to jumpstart the day. When work gets too intense, I make sure to take small breaks: breathing deeply, stepping away from my desk, playing with Pino. Since summer’s been especially harsh and unforgiving in the afternoons, I’ve made it a habit to shower during my lunch break and again before bed. It helps cool down the lingering heat clinging to my skin. After clocking out (and if I’m in a decent mood) I’ll clean the floor downstairs and wash whatever dishes are left in the sink. I have a rule: no lying down until I actually intend to nap. So maybe I come off like a clean freak, but really, I’m not. I just like having a rhythm. I spend the rest of the afternoon on things I enjoy: picking up The Goldfinch from where I last left off, checking a film off my watchlist, and making sure to squeeze in a bit of Duolingo time learning Japanese.


I usually take a nap for an hour or so, then get myself ready to take Pino out for a late-afternoon walk. After we return home, everything flows naturally into our evening routine. Before ending the day, I always do another round of stretching, followed by a journal entry.

Sounds hectic?

Of course, I know life is unpredictable, and it’s important to leave space for spontaneity. Still, ever since I started practicing slow living, I’ve felt more grounded and focused. I no longer spend so much time on activities that don’t add value to my day. This shift has brought clarity and I’ve realized I’m not actually busy; I’ve just been managing my time poorly. In the span of a week or so, I managed to finish two movies—Everything Everywhere All at Once and The Life List. And today, just earlier, House of Hummingbird. House of Hummingbird is the kind of film I’d place beside Perfect Days and Paterson. It portrays the quiet, imperfect life of a family—one that feels real. They cry awkwardly at the dinner table, bicker and fight, and secretly wish they had the freedom to live apart. It captures the messiness of living under the same roof, where love and tension quietly coexist.


One of the most relatable and remarkable scenes for me is when Dae-Hoon, the second child and only son, breaks down near the end of the film. It happens on the same day the Seongsu Bridge collapses. Soo-Hee, the eldest, had taken the route where the bus involved in the accident passed through. To the family’s immense relief, she survived...only because she was running late that day. At dinner, their father casually brings up the incident, trying to downplay the tension and lighten the mood, even as everyone remains visibly shaken. I didn’t expect Dae-Hoon to be the one to break. He reveals how deeply affected he was by the accident, despite how emotionally distant the family had seemed from one another. It reminded me of a similar moment with their father. When he took Eun-Hee, the youngest, to the hospital and learned she needed surgery for a lump behind her right ear. Both were stunned, but it was the father who appeared more shaken. Like Dae-Hoon, it was unexpected to see him cry. These rare cracks in their stoic family dynamic made the emotional undercurrent of the film feel all the more powerful.


I would say that their family is very much like ours. I grew up in a home where it felt more natural not to talk things out—where we let things pass until they faded from memory. We were awkward when faced with moments that called for visible vulnerability. We often fled from opportunities to show our real and raw emotions. When someone cried, it made everyone uncomfortable, simply because we never learned how to handle those moments. I still remember the night I broke down in tears. It was during pandemic and my work started at 7 a.m., and by the time it reached 9 p.m. (which is well past my eight working hours) I was still pushing through, trying to meet my quota. I was exhausted, hopeless, desperate for rest, but couldn’t stop. In the middle of my frustration, I accidentally broke my eyeglasses. The lenses popped out of the frame, and I couldn’t see anymore. I hated my life in that moment. Instead of forcing myself to keep working, I decided to take a shower and clear my mind. But even that didn’t go right. The towel I needed was hanging from the ceiling, and I couldn’t find the hook I use to grab it. Frustrated all over again, I gave up, slumped to the floor, and cried hard. I couldn’t hold it in any longer. And as expected, they just watched me. No one handed me a towel. No one offered comfort. No one even asked what was wrong. They just whispered among themselves in the background, then quietly went downstairs to eat dinner. I didn’t get mad. Of course not. Why would I? We simply weren’t raised to cry in front of each other. It was never part of our home.


So, I found that scene deeply relatable. I guess, at that moment, Dae-Hoon just couldn’t hold it in any longer. It had become too heavy, too much to suppress even if he didn’t want to let it show.



The next scene takes place the day after their parents had a fight. That night, they argued over their eldest daughter, and in a burst of anger, their mother accidentally hit their father. The night lamp shattered, and shards of glass cut into his forearm. Later, in their shared room, Eun-Hee asked her sister why their family was so messed up. Soo-Hee didn’t answer the question directly, but simply said that maybe they should all live separately. The next morning, Eun-Hee walked out of her room to find her parents laughing together in front of the TV, as if nothing had happened the night before. And just like Eun-Hee, I’ve felt that same strange comfort whenever I saw my own parents make amends after a fight. It warmed my heart, bringing a sense of relief. But at the same time, it left me wondering—is that what being married is like? Do couples argue so intensely that they seem like they want to kill each other, only to laugh together again once the anger has died down? It reminded me of a scene from Marriage Story, starring Scarlett Johansson and Adam Driver. There’s a moment where their fight escalates into shouting, cursing, and bitter accusations. Then, in the heat of the moment, Adam’s character breaks down and screams that he wishes she were dead. The words catch even him by surprise. Scarlett’s character is stunned too but there’s something tender in her expression, as if she understood the pain behind his words, and knew he didn’t truly mean it. As Adam collapses into tears, she quietly approaches and embraces him. It was heartbreaking.


Even though it happened a long time ago, I can still hear the sounds of my parents' fights. The crashing of plates hitting the floor. The sharp, painful edge in my mother’s voice. The silence of my father, who would just sit on the bed, eyes fixed on a basketball game on TV, trying to ignore her outburst. My siblings and I, as if by routine, would quietly head downstairs to our cousins’ room, trying to distance ourselves though we could still hear everything. I used to brush it off, but the truth is, those arguments stayed with me. They shaped how I viewed married life, even as a child. And while the impact still lingers, I’ve come to think: maybe it’s better to hear them argue than to watch them ignore each other completely? Just like in the movie scene, I’d see them the next day—talking, laughing, acting as if nothing had happened. I guess... that’s just how some married couples are?


Before the family found out about Eun-Hee’s lump behind her right ear, we saw her quietly going to the doctor on her own. At just fifteen, she took the bus by herself and faced the possibility of bad news...alone. I don’t think I could’ve done that at her age. Commuting by myself, seeing a doctor despite all the worst-case scenarios running through my head? I would’ve needed my mom with me.


What struck me even more was that Eun-Hee didn’t get angry at her parents for not being there. She stayed calm, composed, and brave. Earlier in the film, there was a scene where she approached her mom, who was resting in the living room, and mentioned the discomfort she was feeling in her ear. Her mother acknowledged it, but she didn’t seem too concerned. There was no sense of urgency, instead she quickly shifted the conversation and even asked Eun-Hee to put pain relief patches on her shoulder blades. That moment felt painfully familiar. There were many times when I told my mom I wasn’t feeling well, only for her to brush it off or redirect the conversation. She would often say something like, “I feel that way too. I just drink this or that and I’m fine.” Even now, it still happens. So over time, I stopped telling her when something felt wrong with my body. I learned to keep it to myself.


Watching House of Hummingbird feels like watching your own family reflected in a mirror. It captures the quiet, sometimes suffocating rhythms of a household with an average life status. One where everyone knows each other too well, down to the point of getting irritated by something as small as the way someone breathes. Growing up, I used to wish I had a room of my own. Somewhere I could feel my emotions freely and release them as they came. But we didn’t have rooms. The only privacy we had, if you could even call it that, was the small spot we each occupied on a shared bed. The only safe spaces to be vulnerable were either in the bathroom or somewhere outside the house. There were moments when we hated each other. And many more moments when I wished I came from a different kind of family—one that would let me speak my thoughts without being dismissed. A family that would really listen. One that celebrated small wins, showed care openly, and offered emotional support without hesitation. At home, we were on our own. We fought our own battles in silence, too busy surviving to look after each other emotionally. This movie quietly, yet powerfully, reflects that life. My life. My family. It’s a poem told through visual metaphors, gentle cinematography, and a masterful use of silence. It teaches you how to understand life without the noise.

It’s beautiful, in short.


It carries the color of something vintage and like the faded hue of an old newspaper at times. Its sound is like the rustling of leaves at night, when the streetlights glow in a soft, warm orange, breathing gently into the stillness of the dark, star-dotted sky. Its scent reminds me of coffee, rich and lingering, its steam hanging in midair, suspended in moments of stillness, even amidst the low hum of conversations in a crowded space. Like Eun-Hee, when she sat down to write a letter to her favorite teacher, Young-Ji, she asked—not just her, but perhaps the universe, or maybe simply herself—a question that echoed my own quiet wonderings: “Will my life start to shine someday?”



The same teacher, during a night stroll with Eun-Hee, once shared something about hands. She said: "Whenever you feel sad and tired, just look at your fingers. When you can’t feel anything, move your fingers." That scene hit me deeply. When we’re feeling down, it often feels like there’s no point in continuing. Everything becomes bland, hopeless, and colorless. We can feel stagnant—unable to move, incapable of doing anything. But when she said, “Just move your fingers,” I found myself doing exactly that. Sometimes, when we feel like we can’t do anything, even the simple act of moving a finger can remind us that we can do something. It doesn’t matter if it's something grand or just the tiniest movement. We don’t need to perform something extraordinary to prove our capability. Sometimes, even the smallest action, like moving a finger, takes effort. It requires courage. And that’s enough. Life doesn’t have to be extraordinary. Sometimes, life is found in the simplest, often overlooked moments. Life is life, no matter what.

11/23/24

What Are Girls For?: A Film Review of Woman of the Hour

11/23/2024

 

The deliberate, laborious effort to stop myself from doom-scrolling on my phone allowed me to spend my early Saturday afternoon watching Woman of the Hour.

Initially, I had been searching for another horror movie, but none of the recent releases seemed appealing enough to satisfy my then-picky watching appetite. Running out of options, I decided to check Woman of the Hour on Letterboxd, hoping some spot-on reviews might convince me to give it a shot.

And they did. (I could practically hear their evil laughter.)

I vaguely remembered seeing something about this film on Twitter—it was based on real-life events, and the man at the center of the story was indeed a psychotic serial killer. That was all I knew going in, apart from the persuasive nudges I got from Letterboxd. (For the record, it didn’t have a stellar rating, but hey, 3-something stars is an achievement in its own right.)

The movie opened with a scene where a woman, looking slightly awkward as she struck some hesitant poses, seemed unsure of where exactly to direct her gaze. Offscreen, a man spoke to her from behind his camera lens. They were alone in an open field. At first glance, if you had no prior knowledge of the plot, you might have thought the setting was perfect for a romantic introduction between the characters. The field was vast—so expansive that from a distance, they would have looked like dots. The wind blew gently, and the sun felt almost within reach, its warmth bronzing the skin. In short, it was a picturesque spot, seemingly ideal for a romantic date.

Perhaps the woman thought so too.

However, this idyllic setup quickly unraveled. What initially seemed like a romantic encounter turned into something far more sinister. Being alone with a stranger in such a remote location turned out to be the opposite of romantic—it became a predator’s opportunity. After some seemingly sweet talk between shots, the tension shifted. The man suddenly grabbed her neck with the force of someone gripping a bottle. Startled, she pulled away, slapping his hands every time he attempted to tighten his grip. Despite her resistance, she lost her balance under his strength and fell to the ground. Seizing the moment, the man carried out the very plan he had from the beginning. What happened to her became the recurring fate of other victims throughout the movie—except for one: a young aspiring actress who narrowly escaped becoming his next target.

Sheryl wasn’t particularly happy with how her audition had gone. Her mood didn’t improve when she ran into her "acting coach" in the hallway outside her apartment unit. She greeted him briefly, hinting that she wasn’t in the mood for a long conversation. However, the message clearly didn’t register with him. Oblivious as he was to her cues, he matched her pace and attempted to strike up a conversation anyway. By the time Sheryl made it inside her apartment, her phone rang. Distracted by the call, it was too late for her to properly dismiss him, and he managed to roam around in her space. The call brought unexpected news—she had been invited to be one of the contestants on a televised dating game. While it wasn’t the acting break she had hoped for, her friend assured her that this could be her chance to finally be "seen." Reluctantly, she agreed, not realizing that this opportunity would lead her to becoming a target instead of a star.

That evening, the occasion seemed to call for a celebration. Sheryl and her acting coach went out for drinks. For a while, they appeared to be enjoying themselves—or at least, that’s how it looked. The mood abruptly shifted when he reached out to caress her hair, and she instinctively pulled away. The rejection visibly offended him, and we watched his demeanor change. The lighthearted atmosphere dissolved, replaced by a tense and uncomfortable silence.

"Aren’t you leaving?"

He erupted after a prolonged silence, during which neither of them seemed willing to break the tension. In the back of my mind, I thought: What the hell? He was the one who made her uncomfortable, so why was he acting offended and asking her to leave? The rule was simple—she didn’t want to. Despite that, it was Sheryl who felt obligated to salvage the situation and save his face. He had twisted things to make her feel as though she was at fault for being uncomfortable with his advances—advances she didn’t welcome because she simply didn’t want to. Feeling the weight of the situation, Sheryl reluctantly agreed to go for another round of drinks. The scene then cut to another moment, and we found her back in her room. As she got up, we caught a glimpse of someone sleeping next to her—it was her acting coach.

Throughout the film, the story jumped between Sheryl and Rodney. For Sheryl, we saw glimpses of her preparation for her upcoming debut on a live dating show. Meanwhile, Rodney was on his quest, capturing women through his camera—taking pictures and, ultimately, taking their lives. Their separate paths finally collided when they both appeared on the dating show, marking the moment their lives became fatally intertwined.

The dating game went on as scripted. As instructed by the male host, Sheryl felt like she had no choice but to play the fool and smile all the way through. She read the questionnaires like a puppet, reciting them word for word, sticking strictly to the material as if she was only there to highlight the wits of the candidates. As the game rolled on, we met the first guy, who looked out of place and nauseous; the next one, who was cocky and full of himself; and finally, Rodney. Among the candidates, he seemed to have the best handle on himself, charming the audience with his way with words, earning collective "oohs" and a raised eyebrow from Sheryl.

During the taping, other things were happening in the background. Across the stage, the audience pit was filled with people eagerly watching Sheryl search for a match through a set of boring, pre-prepared questions. However, there was one lone figure who did not appear to be enjoying the show.

Laura had come to the televised dating game with her boyfriend and a group of friends. Expecting a typical show, she never imagined she would find herself quivering with fear at the very sight of one of the contestants. But she was sure—Rodney was the same man who had murdered her best friend, Alison. And yet, here he was, walking free, even trying his luck in a televised dating game. How was a serial killer roaming around so freely?

Unable to bear the sight of him, she walked out of the studio, her boyfriend chasing after her. But instead of offering support, he dismissed her fears, insisting that she must be mistaken about the third guy.

When a woman gathers the courage to confide in you about her fear, you ought to believe her. Dismissing her is the same as dismissing all the women who have been brutally killed by men like him. Furious and speechless, Laura dismissed her boyfriend in turn, yelling at him to get out of her car. Despite her terror, she mustered the remaining courage she had and went to report Rodney. However, the officer she spoke to wasted her time, making her wait for the show's producer, only for her to discover that the name given to her belonged to the janitor.

Meanwhile, during the second commercial break, Sheryl had a brief chat with the makeup artist. A little push from her was all Sheryl needed to finally decide—it was her time to shine. She took control of the dating show, leaving the male host on the periphery. If she was meant to be looking for a match, she refused to be just a tool to stroke the contestants' egos. She would not simply stand there and read the questions like a robot. She had come on the show just like the male contestants—for screen time. And she deserved the same spotlight.

If doing the opposite of what the male host expected would make him mad, then so be it. After all, it was a one-time opportunity, and by next week, she wouldn't be there. So she had to make the most of it—by being herself. To be seen meant being seen for who she truly was. The audience erupted in laughter as she took over the show. With her witty questions and side comments, the show became livelier, and for the first time, she felt alive—not just a girl sitting on the other side of the stage, reciting lines.

Let's be real—a man who could speak his mind with a balance of conviction and sincerity was surely a decent choice among the three contestants. And that man was Rodney.

As I checked my watch, I was surprised to see how much time had passed. I was already more than halfway through my wait, which coincided with the end of the dating show. On her way out, Sheryl was approached by Rodney, who had been leaning against the wall, obviously waiting for her. She was taken aback when he invited her to dinner, but she shyly accepted, not wanting to seem rude to someone she had just matched with on television.

At first, everything seemed to be going well—just as it had with her acting coach. That was until Rodney made a remark about "soul" in the middle of their conversation about theatre. The word felt out of place, making her uneasy. When she snorted in response, Rodney did not take it well.

That was when the tension shifted.

Like her acting coach, Rodney's energy suddenly changed. He stopped trying to impress her with his lies—lies Sheryl had already spotted. Unlike before, this time, she turned down his invitation for another drink. Thankfully, the waitress understood her simple shake of the head—a silent signal from one woman to another. It was clear that Rodney was trying to get her drunk. Her suspicions were confirmed when she recalled what the second contestant had whispered to her earlier: "He's an asshole."

What Sheryl experienced is not just an isolated event—it is a universal experience for women.

Women want to stay out late but have to go home early because of men. They cannot walk comfortably at night, afraid that the man behind them might have bad intentions. They cannot wear what they want, limiting their self-expression in fashion because some men take it as an invitation for perversion. And when women refuse men or turn them down, those men’s egos shatter, making them play the victim, guilt-trip women, or resort to something worse—just like what Rodney was planning to do to Sheryl that night.

He wanted to check if she had given him her real number, but when he realized it was fake, he became furious. Even after they parted ways, he followed her—step by step. As Sheryl tried to collect herself, keeping everything under control, she cursed under her breath, pushing down her panic as she hurried to her car. Just as she reached it and inserted her key, he caught up to her. Fortunately, a group of guys emerged from a nearby garage, scaring Rodney away.

That was the end of her story, but another one was still unfolding—Amy’s.

Despite the bizarre nature of some scenes in movies, I managed to grasp Amy’s situation as it unraveled. She had gone with Alcala to a deserted location for a promised photoshoot. While she tilted her head toward the sky, her back turned to him, Rodney lunged at her, sending them both tumbling from a high ground.

When she woke up, she was covered in bruises. Her hands were tied, and her pants were pulled down to her feet. Next to her was Rodney—crying like a baby. She was still alive, and she needed to find a way out. Instead of panicking, she played into the shame and guilt, deceiving him into untying her by pretending to trust him.

As they drove, they stopped at a traffic light. Unlike Sheryl’s silent signal to the waitress, which had been understood instantly, Amy’s desperate, pleading eyes—surrounded by fresh bruises—were ignored by a driver in the intersection. He drove past them. She felt helpless while Rodney breathed heavily, grinning in triumph.

Fortunately, they stopped again when Rodney needed to relieve himself. This gave Amy the chance to escape and report him to the police. Meanwhile, Laura, now accompanied by her boyfriend, attempted to refile her complaint against Rodney. But once again, the officer dismissed her, pushing her further into hopelessness.

Every day, women face mistreatment and violence—at work, on their way home, even in their own homes. Every day, we have to think carefully about what we wear, be cautious about how we speak, and worry that our words might be taken the wrong way. What happened to Sheryl, Amy, Laura, and Alison are just a few among countless cases that are dismissed, trashed, buried, and forgotten due to helplessness. These crimes happened in the 1970s, and yet, women still endure the same dangers today. We still have the same broken system that fails to protect young girls, pregnant women, the elderly, and working women.

This film is nothing new. There have been countless movies depicting the realities of women’s lives, yet society continues to treat them as mere entertainment instead of calls to action.

So, I’ll ask again...

What are girls for?